Extended tribute

Mum was searching for it yesterday and was talkin with a bangla cleaner abt any cats they saw in the last 2 days. He said his fren did find a dead one on thurs and he had to do a bit of cleaning. Mum reduced her English to pri 1 standard but she couldn't get anything else out of the man 'cos he didn't understand what was colour. Additional info like "it's bad news, it must hv been a mess and they probably used water"... were all mummy's. I realised the only info she got was "dead cat found on thurs".

It was all bad parenting on my part. I tried to redirect tt anger and self-pity towards God and blaming Him for killing my kitty 'cos He was a jealous God. I misinterpreted tt idea frm Xue Zhen, but i was dead wrong. I loved Mittens but not enough to care about her like a mother would. What makes it worse is tt I cant communicate with her so I assume half the time tt she already knows that climbing the window grilles are simply dangerous. But it was because I let her since young, to climb those and even in unconscious ways led her to try out new stunts like go higher or new places. I feel so stupid. I wasted her.

Tribute to Mittens

Gosh, we had her only for like 5 mths and this is how she disappears. My only fear is that she is shivering and cold and broken somewhere on a ledge of the building 24 floors down. The only way she could disappear from the house was through a window as all the doors were locked. And our windows overlooked a 24-floor drop onto the laundry people sun outside the flat.

HISHEdotcom, can't live with it, can't live without it

This would be cool, if HISHE animations would just die!... They have the most horrible suggestions, the other most outstanding and memorable moment was the one on How LOTR Should Have Ended and I was caught between laughing and crying. Well, this new make on Inception really brought back that same feeling. Grrr.

But the vid animation is true to an extent, 'cos that is one of the flaws of the movie... Apparently I was unconciously half hoping during the movie, that there would be more projections from the other characters, so that the movie had a chance of becoming a series like Lost because of its overwhelming number of characters involved. Cobb probably had stronger dream projections and could overcome everyone else's, I guess, so they reduced the confusion rate that was to take place...