In fact I pay more. It's not worth it. I wish I could drop school and just keep writing to pay for my meals and cats. It's simple and pathetic but at least I would be having the time of my life! I want to find back that peace again... the times when I had LOTR in hand and the whole afternoon to myself instead of rushing to someone else's event. When I can bring my cat around the void deck and feel the fresh breeze and meet the other infamous neighbourhood cats. When I can ponder on the Bible with my pen and paper. When I can gather potpourri and clean my room. When I need not get distracted by guys who try to get fresh w me and keep dropping hints. When I have time to breathe. I miss God...
(NIV) Psalm 23:1 The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not be in want.
and thus I shall sing myself to sleep, but this too shall pass.
